praire fire that wanders about

=(

sigh, nothing's ever really okay

i'm going to read 'on the road' again

in other news im going to new zealand in february

hormones, fucking hormones

i'm the kind of person who shouldn't really be left alone at home for an entire day...

alive

yeeeeeeeeee its happening

tickets are paid for.

im afraid of someone going on the world's loudspeaker and saying "LOL meli. jokes. sry"

now i'm listening to ratatat and trying to study hormones and glands and shit. i skipped my lectures. today was a terrible morning. ended up getting stressed and running late and seeing someone on the train when i just wasnt in the mood for small talk (as opposed to...erm..that other time when i love small talk???) and had a shitload of homework to complete.

then i went to microbiology lab. it wasnt too bad. i loaded DNA into the electrophoresis gel and didnt puncture it or fuck it up :)

somehow got semi-permanent blue marker all over my forehead haha

got 14/15 for my prac quiz. highest mark i think. except its worth maybe 1.4%? :( had another quiz today. noteably harder.

had a massively excited conversation about zelda: ocarina of time on N64 with shane. that was pretty epic. singing the ocarina songs. haha for shame

APEC weekend holla. why not hold APEC in the middle of the country? so at least if they get bombed it isnt in the middle of the city with the highest density of people

idiots

tomorrow going out west to le flat for nintendo and booze

friday chilling/study?

saturday is lauren's birthday and her bday breakfast. win! then ghosts of television that night. win x2

then major exam on monday. ah, yeah lets not talk about that

feeling blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and missing youuuuu

out